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Me and My Tennis Shoes [Tuesday
April 19th 10:20pm
]
[ mood | Ow ]

Wow I am whiped! Today was fun and relaxing...until now. I am soo sore I haven't been this worked out for a long time! I am going to sleep soon because I am all tired from all that I have done today. I played Tennis all today. Haha I love it. I am getting better so umm well I won't mention any names but those people better be ready for me because I'll be ready for them! They know who they are. Well I better get going before I start getting too cocky hehe.

Oh yeah and don't ever play Tennis in Converse sneakers...I can't stand the blisters!

Go to the tennis courts that I went to, lots of hott guys there hehe.

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Hey Look at This! [Sunday
April 3rd 9:28pm
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[ mood | busy ]




How I Stay Awake in SchoolCollapse )

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Before the Mass [Wednesday
March 23rd 5:45pm
]
[ mood | blah ]

So yeah I felt like writing before going to church tonight. It's for ccd oh the joy. Anyways I'll probably write again after church...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!!! <33

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Friends Only [Saturday
February 19th 11:14pm
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[ mood | numb ]



Love,
Sarah
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Can't Beleive This [Friday
February 18th 8:53pm
]
[ mood | numb ]

My grandma died wednseday. I haven't been to school since that day. I have been feeling horrible but soo horrible I can't cry. I am like numb from the feelings. I have been sitting here watching my music player in front of me play the same song over and over again. A little music player that my grandma gave to me and it reminds me of all the days I used to sleep over or just visit. She was always thinking of others before herself and never wanted anyone to worry about her. She had a large heart and a truly caring person, I will miss her a bunch. I am worried about my mom mostly...it must be hard losing a mom...I don't want anyone in my family to die. I would lose it I don't even ant to think about it.

Nobody has been on lately, but neither have I. Katlyn has gone missing, I don't have a clue where she has been lately...it's been soo boring without talking to her. We need to plan a day that we can hang out...I miss my St. Annes friends.

Anyways the wake for my grandma was today. I have been there since about 1:30pm and I just got back. I am tired. We went to Pub 99 in the middle of the two times of the wakes and the food was awesome. I knew a lot of people at the wakes for once, surprised me. Then my mom told me that her friends family was coming(the one with the two sons around me and my sisters age, and the daughter around my brothers age). They said the oldest son turned goth and had blue hair. When I saw him it didn't look as how I pictured it. Only the front was blue and the rest black. His clothes were all black but he isn't really 'goth'. More like the style I like(pretty neat I like it). He plays drums, I play guitar. He likes paintballing, so do I but uh never did it before. I am sure that he has a good taste in music. He sounded the same both him and hus brother. I wonder if they are still as goofy...haha we teased each other like crazy. We are getting together soon since we couldn't this weekend because of the whole grandmother thing...can't wait I want to go get some black pants finally at Hot Topic!

<3 Sarah

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The Grammys [Tuesday
February 15th 6:58pm
]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I am not in my best mood right now, nor do I feel like staying in this house anymore....But my guitar lessons are in an hour so I think I should stay.

I am soo happy that Green Day won a grammy...I saw them perform too they are just soo awsome I could watch them perform all day and night. Man I didn't want that moment to end. And then Billie Joe singing with the others....gosh the grammys were sweet.

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Drats... [Saturday
February 12th 9:12pm
]
[ mood | hyper ]

Well this sucks I have to wait a whole week now to see them. My mom said they had somewhere to go tomorrow so we have to reschedule our get together. I can't wait that long! This really sucks....

Anyways I want to call someone on the phone...I feel like laughing so I think I know who to call. I'm hyper. I mean I know some people who can make me laugh, but I feel like talking to someone I don't talk to a lot. Diego maybe..he is pretty fun to talk to. Maybe I will scare him with a random call...haha.

I'll talk more later.

<3 Sarah

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Joined A Community [Saturday
February 12th 11:49am
]
[ mood | energetic ]

Join.
gd_obsession «-- gd_obsession (it's there you need to highlight)

I just joined this community and well, it rocks. I have been a fan of Green Day for quite some time now as you should already have noticed. I joined because, well my obsession towards the band. And I would like to know a lot more about them so joining a community will help me I am sure. If you like Green Day then you should check out this shit!

<3 Sarah

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Good Morning [Saturday
February 12th 11:24am
]
[ mood | energetic ]

Today is going to pass by so fast I know it. I am planning on spending today with hanging around the house and doing some things. I haven't felt in the dancing mood today so I may not play ddr a lot today for a change. I am definetly in the mood for guitar so I am going to do that today. Other than that maybe I will take a walk around my street. For some reason I feel like walking today.

Tomorrow is going to come so quickly and I bet it is going to pass by even quicker. Fun days always go by so quickly and that sucks. Sometimes it takes forever to get talking to someone you haven't seen in a while and by the time you start talking to them it's time to go. I hate when that happens...but it usually does.

I was up a little late last night. I was hanging out online waiting for someone to come on...no one did except like two or three people. It was pretty boring and at like midnight I was just about to call it quits. Then I got a call of my phone and the number was not in my phone book. I noticed it was not an area code around here and then realized that it was my good buddy Diego from Texas. That surprised me I wasn't expecting a call from him at all. But it was fun he is a really funny kid and his friends were over so I am happy I got to talk to someone after being bored all of that time.

Well maybe I will update later on today. I hope that someone actually come online today so I can talk to someone. Katlyn I miss you you haven't been online for a while! At least, while I have been on. Maybe today you will be on...who knows. Talk to you all later.

<3 Sarah

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Schools Been Good [Thursday
February 10th 8:23pm
]
[ mood | hyper ]

So I think I found some things to talk about. I am just so bored right now and I need to do something. I feel like I need to write, a lot. I think I am going to attempt writing a story. Who knows.

I am finally getting used to my new classes. Although I really miss my previous classes deeply I have to move along and get used to these I guess. So yeah my schedule is a lot different than it was before. More boring in my opinion.
1. Portuguese
2. English
3. Algebra 1B
4. Physics

There are no gym classes! I miss that a lot I really want to keep myself in shape. I will have to find a new way to stay in shape now I guess. I am happy I am learning portuguese finally I've always wanted to learn. I live in "little portugal" so learning the language will be awesome. English class is just like TAS only it seems to make me want to write a lot more! I can feel the writer inside of me coming out. I get told that I should be a journalist but I am not totally sure yet. I get told I can write a lot but I do not know if it something I am enough comfotable with to step into. I will probably write a story though sometime in my life I am sure. At least one.

Algebra is soo annoying! My teacher just won't shut up! My goodness he is repetitive with his explanations and just making you fall asleep and not wanting to be anywhere nearby. Physics is ok. I know it will become tough and that is what I hate most. Physics is math and science put together. I hate biology the most and algebra isn't great either...but together!? Torture...at least I don't fall asleep in that last block class unlike my old Algebra class. My teacher was a bitch.

Anyways that is just about school. I told you I found some things to talk about! Man, I feel like writing so much right now it's crazy! This weekend should be fun, I am going to see my moms friends family on Sunday. I have not seen them in a long time and I can't wait to see them again. One of the sons turned goth...not bad. I want to see him and see how he is now. We used to tease each other soo much and I could beat him up easily. It will be soo much different now that we are older. I am updating after I get back from that definetly.

Well that's what I wanted to write about, I'll have more next time! Hope I didn't write too much for you guys...haha.

<3 Sarah

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Bored [Wednesday
February 9th 9:27pm
]
[ mood | okay ]

Soo hyper, soo bored. Not a good combo. I need to do something other than this stupid homework!!! Don't have much to write but maybe one of these days...

<3 Sarah

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My Alter Ego is... [Sunday
February 6th 8:56am
]
[ mood | still sick ]

You scored as Hermione Granger. You're one intelligent witch, but you have a hard time believing it and require constant reassurance. You are a very supportive friend who would do anything and everything to help her friends out.

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Hermione Granger

95%

Remus Lupin

80%

Severus Snape

75%

Harry Potter

75%

Ginny Weasley

70%

Ron Weasley

70%

Sirius Black

65%

Draco Malfoy

65%

Albus Dumbledore

55%

Lord Voldemort

20%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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I guess I can't be Ron Weasely...*sigh*
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Went Shopping [Sunday
February 6th 8:39am
]
[ mood | sick ]

Woke up early this morning and nobody is online right now. I felt sick when I woke up and I still do. I started feeling like this right before I went to the mall yesterday...seems I got ear aches and a whole bunch of stuff. Why must I always be sick!?

So yeah I went to the mall yesterday. I didn't really buy anything because I was with friends. I really don't like going shopping with friends around, so all I bought was a care bear and oh my gosh I can't beleive it! I finally got ddrmax2!! I was soo happy thank goodness Sam's dad knew a good video game store! They have the other one too that I need, ddrmax. I am going back there and getting it soon. And I am soo happy my memory card is fixed or else I would've had to go buy a new one.

Anyways at the mall it was me, Sam, Nolan, and Trevor. Oh my gosh their parents are freaking me out! They actually let them go that got me like, "what the..?" haha its not that often that they can hang out with us somewhere with their parents actually letting them! Well it was fun...I guess. We mostly just walked around and sat. We kept sitting right in front of the arcade!! Ahhh I really wanted to play ddr in there! I really need to get used to playing in front of people, I get soo scared.

Well I will be online and stuff talk to me.

<3 Sarah

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Finals Are Over! [Thursday
February 3rd 10:33pm
]
[ mood | good ]

Ok I am actually in a pretty good mood right now. I had an ok day, pretty good compared to what I have been like lately. Finals are over, THANK GOD! They suck I hate them! Now I am getting new classes next week, I am really going to miss my classes. Scary starting new classes, so many people that are going to be new. I don't have to go to school tomorrow since I finished my finals, yay! I am going to sleep finally and just hang around. If you are at school tomorrow and you feel like calling...you can.

I thought I could use the notes on my finals...but I guess not. I didn't hear him say that I couldn't so there I was using them thinking that I could. They all looked at me like "wow I wish I was that sneeky". I didn't know, ok? My goodness I am talking to friends online and they even know....thewir not even in my school! Geez one mistake is all it takes huh? That's messed up.

I feel like I am losing a friend. I hate that feeling...I don't know what to do. Please all of you you all know I love you. I don't know why it feels this way but I don't want to lose any of my friends! Maybe it is because I can be a bitch, I'm not sure. If it is I never mean to be like that.

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Finals [Wednesday
February 2nd 9:23pm
]
[ mood | stressed ]

Final fricken suck I hate them....got more to do tomorrow. Good news is that if I finish the rest tomorrow then I don't have to go to school monday...sweetness. Anyways I'm online talking to people. Need me for any reason then...talk to me!

Oh yeah and my mom and brother are ok. The accident was in the newspaper today(I think two newspapers). Fricken drunken people mess up like that and cause shit, not I am begging people all over the place for rides home from school. THANKS A LOT WOMAN! My grandma is umm...I'm not sure. I am going to go see her at the hospital over the weekend. I really hope she gets better...It's not fun havinf someone you love in a condition like this. I have a family adult friend in a bad position too...and a relative(forgot how she is related) in the same hospital...my goodness this is all happening all at once its messed up!

<3 Sarah

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Don't Drink and Drive [Monday
January 31st 9:55pm
]
[ mood | tired ]

Well things have been going great lately. My mom and little brother Adam were in a car accident earlier today on the way home from karate. My brother had his friend and friends mother in the car too. A drunken lady was driving and hit the front of the van, they got taken into the hospital to get checked. My brothers friends mom was the only one with something really, something about her neck. The lady actually hit two other cars nearby...so don't drink and drive!

I have to go, I want to watch Brat Camp. Never watched it yet...I'm curious. I still have some homework...ohh well I'll do it later. Maybe at school.

I have been tired all day...I need sleep.

<3 Sarah

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Still Falling [Sunday
January 30th 4:46pm
]
[ mood | numb ]

Not much to say...I went to the hospital today to see my grandma. She fell and has heart problems so we are all worried. She may not be around for too much longer...I am afraid. I just can't imagine her gone...I know it's not going to be easy, I am soo stiff from the thought.

I have only a little bit more time online because I have CCD class in a bit and I have to get ready. Anyways I'll talk more later. I forgot to do my homework too so umm I have to work on that too.

For now I think I'll play ddr downstairs. Need to think of something else, something fun.

<3 Sarah

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Falling to Pieces [Saturday
January 29th 9:49pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

I hate depression! I hate it I HATE IT!! I feel like I can't handle anything sometimes, why can't it just all go away...

I think I have CCD tomorrow oh the joy. I need to know for sure though, so when someone comes online I will ask them. I heared that I have school monday, I thought I wasn't but...I'm not so sure anymore I will have to ask about that too.

So yeah this weekend has been ok. I have been soo bored that I have been working on tunnels and stuff in my backyard all this time with my cousins and siblings. THAT IS HOW BORED I AM! Nobody has been calling me, there has been nothing better to do. I am sick of this! Where the hell are my friends!? Ohh yeah that is right they are all calling Nolan and Trevor every day instead. I want to talk to them too, but rarely they call and when they DO actually call, they always have to leave in about 10 minutes! They never talk to me anymore, instead they would rather talk to my other friends(no names). It must seem as if I am overreacting but if you ONLY KNEW! They always talk/ask about them(Nolan and Trevor and friends) and I feel left out because it seems as if they could care less about me anyore. You know what I think I am finally realizing that I am just a 'person' that sits in the back. Not really cared about but is just there. I want to BE cared about. I want to be noticed. I don't think I ever really got to actually be noticed.

And you know what when I DO get a chance it always gets taken away....

I am a bitch...I hate acting like this. It's just that I have soo much inside that I can't even write it all. I'm a fucked up person...

I need to go now...if it matters.

<3 Sarah

Kat I love you! You are my best friend. =D
And to all of my other friends I love you too!

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Vacation Work [Friday
January 28th 10:21pm
]
[ mood | blah ]

Katlyn I felt like copying you since this little thingy is soo cool.



Well not much happening my little cousins slept over last night and I think I am sleeping over theirs tonight. I'm not sure if I will be online tonight but I will be back tomorrow. We have been outside working on this tunnel to connect two places we dug out in the back yard. It is really cool looking too bad it ends up melting after all of our hard work! I've done this before, only I did the entire thing by myself. It was a few years ago so I was younger and could fit in tunnels easier. That is also when I found out that I am claustrophobic...

Well anyways I am bringing my phone so if you need me you know the drill. Bye to those who actually read my journal.

<3 Sarah

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Anti-Social Feelings [Wednesday
January 26th 11:15pm
]
[ mood | alone ]

No school all week, this is like the best! The only thing I really hate is not getting to socialize. I NEED to see people or else I become sad easily. I feel alone, dude someone visit me or at least hang out in some way! Maybe even a long phone conversation...I don't know but it is driving me crazy!

I don't really have many people looking at my journal I just realized. I need to know who actually does...anyone at all! Please comment on my journal if you actually read this...I don't care who I just need to feel loved. Ok I am going insane.

For those of you not with school this week, how has it been? Well my vacation is fun I guess. Besides working my ass off in the snow AND inside cleaning, I guess you could call it ok. Havn't been to gym class in a while so I guess it pays off. I miss gym, I want to work out! I am like the only girl that actually 'works out' in my class.

I miss my friends...I really need to talk to someone. Anyone! Ok, bye.

<3 Sarah

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